The Most Inspiring
In my high school yearbook, which I have purposefully
lost, I am listed in a rundown of categorization as “the most bashful.” I have
wondered about that rather unique claim to high school infamy. Most bashful.
Not most likely to succeed. Not best dressed. Not most likely to be president.
But most bashful. Introversion had a lot to do with it. Low self-image surely
had something to do with it. Living in a rural town in the middle of nowhere
also had something to do with it. Anyway, I am okay with being bashful. There’s
worst things to be.
I am not sure if there is a “Most Inspiring” in high
school yearbooks these days. Maybe there is. There wasn’t in mine. And if there
were, I would not have been deemed Most Inspiring either, that’s for sure. I cannot
think of a senior classmate who would have been deemed that. Even the cheerleaders
were Gen-X cynical.
I begin with this to say I’ve been pondering the
importance of being inspiring as a pastor. In the latter part of my 5 years
here, I’ve been pondering this. This is what is clear to me. One person can
never, ever be the most inspiring reality. It is unfair to expect this from a
person. Why? Because at its heart, inspiration comes from somewhere else. We may
be conduits of inspiration. We may even be good at being conduits of
inspiration. But inspiration by definition comes from a source outside of
ourselves.
So what is the most inspiring thing? The most
inspiring reality is the reality at the source of all inspiration.
The word inspiration, its etymology, helps us
understand what I am saying. Inspiration literally means the state of being
breathed into. Now folks often put a self-help, motivational speaker slant on this.
In this idea, inspiration comes from hearing someone inspire us or from our
finding it in ourselves or a combination of these two.
But inspiration in the literal sense points to
breath and a source of breath. Something breathed life into us. The first book
of the Bible offers an idea about who the source of our breath is.
Genesis 2:7 says this: “Then
the Lord God formed man of dust from the ground, and breathed into
his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living being.”
This is the original inspiration, the ultimate
inspiration, the inspiration that never dissipates. God breathed life into us.
God literally inspired us. And in every breath in the world, not just our own
which of course will end, but in every breath breathed in the world, we have
evidence of God inspiring us.
So if you are having a bad day, if the world has
got you down, if you come to CCNOT Sunday morning and the preacher puts you to
sleep, if the next minister turns out to be as boring as I am in the end, you
can find hope in this – our very breath, humanity’s breath, the earth’s
breaths, is a testimony to God’s inspiration. Truly taking that in, making a
practice of it, cannot help but inspire us.
Even if you doubt the existence of an external
God, the reality of breaths in the world being the source of inspiration still
applies. Take away all the trees in the world and what would happen? Take away
all the water from the world, what would happen? Take away all the oxygen? Take
any of those away, and our breath would eventually stop. Our breath relies on
the breath of trees, on water, and on oxygen. The environment around us
literally gives us breath.
So if you are having a bad day, if the world has
got you down, you can find inspiration by doing something very simple – deeply
look at the trees, at water, at our own breath, and ponder their gifts to us.
The gratitude found in this simple practice will naturally lead to feeling
inspired.
We are talking about inspiration in the truest
sense, as connected to the breath which is born of God who Zerself is Breath
(“God is Spirit or Breath”). We are talking about the breath sustained by the
Community of the Earth. Yes, it helps to be reminded of these things. But there
is nothing more helpful than developing your own practice of going back to your
breath and appreciating what it represents. God’s ultimate gift is found in our
own breath. The earth’s ultimate gift is also found in our own breath. And
these are gifts that keep giving. If not to us on this earth, then to the
newborns in the world taking in their first independent breath and to us in the
realm of God’s very breath, heaven. What can be more inspiring than a gift that
keeps giving?
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